Forget perfect
I'm just trying not to be worthless
Abstaining from pain
Awakening to God's purpose
From underneath life's curses
Before the inevitable
Closing of curtains
Trapping me with myself
Leaving me swimming in guilt
Drowning in choice
Because you never felt
The way that I did
The things that I said
Fell on emotional ear muffs
When life was tough
You ran and hid
Behind self righteous
Indignant blaming
Because life was never enough
Too much of the same thing
Burning in monotony
I take back what you stole from me
These thoughts of you wont let me be
my heart's apart from misery
It's not the devil that keeps me from free
Just these little things trapped inside of me
Until I can rise above the fall
And learn to just forget it all
unable to run but still I crawl
In the general direction of nowhere
In the general direction of anywhere
Of anywhere but here
Of any place not ruled by fear
So I can feel myself feeling again
To welcome back my cryptic friend
And never let it go again
Ever .
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